Goodness, I looked at my last few journals, and while depressing as it is (or was), I still grief.
But I know it's been taking too long.
Suck it up.
Get your backside back here,
Stop logging on FB too much.
I am still babysitting my big sis' sons, so basically it's down with no job and never graduate.
I know there are people saying "You're on your last leg. Just grind it through and complete that ****** of yours."
But I think idling over 2 years just slows down the pace too much. I know people who moved ahead would never look back , and for one my age? I think it's just plain fact that I feel a complete waste of space.
Apparently only Knight and Naunen were the ones still continuing that Roleplay (Meian) from the forums long ago. But almost 3 weeks of absence makes the progress really slow. As I would feared in most years of RP, we, the players, grow up and move on with life, and leaving our imaginations and fun times a little behind. While I continue to idle in my imagination.
Somewhere there still, just not much. Been wanting to make effort in making own costume rather than spending money buying. (Plus I haven't the luxury to buy anyway). Just going to look forward to Comic Fiesta Mini and that's about it. Penang cosplay events are getting more frequent and making it annually for some, big or small or in-between.
A friend from Australia (from FB) started sharing ideas and finally got me trying to get emulators for some gaming consoles.
And for the past year I played nothing but Dissidia Duodecim, and getting more interested in Legend of Zelda. Games played so far with emulators are : Ocarina of Time (completed), A Link to the Past (completed), The Minish Cap (completed), The Wind Waker (completed). Currently playing Twilight Princess (GC emulator). I played Majora's Mask and Oracles of Seasons halfway, and stopped somewhat. I do have the intention to continue those, but I honestly forgot where I was. Guess will start from scratch whenever I had the chance.
Funny to mention that I had FF8 installed, but never touched it ><
Also played an android app called The Legend of Roland Action RPG (or more known as Fantasy Heroes under another developer), and while so far I find it not too bad, but somehow if they keep updating, it would never end, and I think I would get bored of it.
Mom just discharged from hospital from dengue fever, and I think her admission made me realise just how precious life is. I mean, I lost 2nd sis, and grieved about it. But I think I would go totally helpless and hopeless should one day mom... you know.
Me, I am somewhat alright. I might have some health issues here and there, but I think I can still be around for another decade or two.
Ah, now comes the somewhat sad part.
It appears that I have been idling from drawing, and whenever I picked up the stylus, it just seems .. vanishing away. I couldn't really draw a doodle straight, even though I had GIMP, Pixia, and recently, Krita, installed (haven't tried Krita yet). It's terrifying that I couldn't draw. The same for piano.
I can say thank god Sailor Moon Crystal was showed. I am in a mix feeling for the remake but as of episode 4, I think it was well adapted from the manga. My only peeve is that all voice actors were changed, save for Usagi herself, and I couldn't completely accept it now, especially when I did not hear Hisagawa Aya being Mercury. Also been looking at Free! Iwatobi Swimming Club, and Kuroshitsuji : Book of Circus (which I think did justice than Season 2), and last but not least, RWBY Vol 2.
I was totally shocked to hear about the death of Robin Williams, and I think during that time, FB was all over about him. Greatly missed, this Genie, Nanny, The Kid Who Wouldn't Grow Up. When I realised his daughter was named after the Princess of Hyrule, it suddenly felt that this Hero of Time has gone.
After those doodles of Star Saber, I still haven't got to deal with even beginning the story. I know some waited and waited, and I think by now they could be disappointed. (Comment if you are still waiting..)